Tangled

My life has been TANGLED.

The great debate!

I am attending collage at Utah Valley University. Its been great I have truly enjoyed learning. I am taking Math and English. Now that the semester is coming to a end my lack of work ethic is running low and I'm dragging my feet to sign up for classes in the spring. I have started to ask myself what I'm trying to get out of collage. Is it worth paying almost $2,000 a semester if I'm not planning on graduating? Can I devote my time to school? Would it be worth it in the end? I wanted to go to school to learn about subject I'm interested in is it worth the money?

Recently I visited a doctor, I prayed something would be wrong with me! 

 Sense middle school I have dealt with stomach pain when I eat most foods. This has lead to many doctor visits traveling around Oregon seeing the top specialist trying to track down the cause of my discomfort. I was poked, pricked.I had cameras shoved through my body going up and down. I have swallowed dye, laid on tables that move in and out up and down. Force to restricted or over indulge on liquid controlling when I can or can not urinate. I was hospitalized for days at a time, leading to hospital staff knowing me by name. All leading to the same test result's NOTHING IS WRONG! After spending so much time trying to figure out where the pain was coming from and being told by doctors There is no pain or there is no cause for this pain it had over time affected the way I have looked and thought about myself and doctors. Last week I had more blood test done seeing if my thyroid, iron was in control plus I did a lot of blood work seeing again if I could be allergic to any foods. Of course I got my hopes up thinking this was going to be different. The thought finding out what I could and couldn't eat would be a simple solution. Unfortunately it wasn't, leading to disappointment.

 "Happy"

I am so excited for winter! Snow, Christmas lights, snowboarding. This winter were going to Portland for Christmas my favorite place to be during the holidays! I recently watched a documentary called "Happy" it talked about how people are more happy if there active and always doing something new. This winter I'm going to take up cross country skiing for something new. Last summer I took up mountain biking and I love it! Winters are hard in Utah if you don't like the snow, but the more activity's I find to do outside the more i can appreciate the beautiful state I live in!